On 19th March 2012, at 7.10am, I gave birth to Ilhan Zafri and at 7.12am to Ilhan Zarif. Alhamdulillah I heard both of their cryings. The doctors straight away took Zarif to have a check on him. I was not able to see him till the next day.
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| My first twin - Ilhan Zafri - 2.2kg (I love you tiny bee) |
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| The first time I laid my eyes on Zarif, I can't stop crying...... |
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| I love you baby..... |
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| My 2nd twin - Ilhan Zarif, 2.6kg |
When they brought Zafri to me at the recovery room, it was undescribable feeling.... He was soooo tiny... I asked the nurse about Zarif, she told me the pediatric to him.
I was so excited to meet Zarif. I was nervous and the journey from post natal ward to the pediatric felt so long (it was just on d same building). My heart sank when I saw him. He was in the incubator - alone. I cried and cried and cried. Honestly, I was blanked. When the nurse let me hold him, the 'rain' seems to be heavier.
One thing for sure, now I have to find my strength.
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