20th June 2012 - 7am
We were getting ready to go to PPUM. My heartbeat was fast. I am nervous. I know today is not the surgery day, but it is the first step for tomorrow. Both mama and papa were in my house to help me to take care of Zafri. Before we left, we still manage to smile for a pic!! hehehe.... camera freak!!
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| One brave lil boy ..... |
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| Zarif with papa.... happy mood |
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| Both kamal n i rotate to sleep on d comfy sofa... |
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| Zarif as a case study |
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| Zarif with a group of young doctors.... hmmm dah besar nanti jadi doctor yer... |
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I have to admit, I am a coward when it comes to blood... even my own. Tapi bila the doctor wanna put the line to Zarif, I was in the room with him.... hmmmm this is exactly how people always says... we only realize our weaknesses not our strength hehehe...
That night, I feel numb. May be because my heart hurt so much thinking of tomorrow till I do not know how and what to feel. I saw Kamal was very calm..... thank God.
Starting from 2am, Zarif need to start fasting. Alhamdulillah it was not so bad for him.... He woke up at 12midnite for his milk... then at 1.30am we tried to wake him up... time time ni lah dia nak tidur lena selena lenanya pulak hehehehe... selalunya tergerak sikit confirm bangun!!
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| Kamal was trying to put Zarif to sleep at 4am.... i guess kamal yg tidur dulu hehe |
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